[ he blushes a little deeper although whether it's the admission or the way Fenris is touching him is hard to say.
But then a thought occurs to him and he grows a little more serious. ]
I should be clear, though, now, before all of us become so entangled we cannot undo it. My heart cannot belong to just one person. What I feel for you is...[ he hesitates, not out of shyness but because the weight of what he feels is so intense he doesn't know how to put it into words ] something I do not know how to describe. The words I've used in the past all pale in comparison. With you, I ...I feel seen in a way no one else can see me.
That's wholly unique and special and something only you can do. Even so...
[ he doesn't know why this is so hard, suddenly. Maybe he should've had this talk sooner. He feels like he's done something wrong, and that's a new feeling. Maybe because of how things had gone with Gale ]
I don't want you to think that my affection for you is any weaker because I have a fondness for others, or because I might share my bed with them. But if that is an unwelcome thought then...I think we ought to figure that out now, before we can hurt one another too deeply.
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[ he blushes a little deeper although whether it's the admission or the way Fenris is touching him is hard to say.
But then a thought occurs to him and he grows a little more serious. ]
I should be clear, though, now, before all of us become so entangled we cannot undo it. My heart cannot belong to just one person. What I feel for you is...[ he hesitates, not out of shyness but because the weight of what he feels is so intense he doesn't know how to put it into words ] something I do not know how to describe. The words I've used in the past all pale in comparison. With you, I ...I feel seen in a way no one else can see me.
That's wholly unique and special and something only you can do. Even so...
[ he doesn't know why this is so hard, suddenly. Maybe he should've had this talk sooner. He feels like he's done something wrong, and that's a new feeling. Maybe because of how things had gone with Gale ]
I don't want you to think that my affection for you is any weaker because I have a fondness for others, or because I might share my bed with them. But if that is an unwelcome thought then...I think we ought to figure that out now, before we can hurt one another too deeply.