[she's not sure here is so different than Kirkwall. both places put weights on her shoulders--the safety of Kirkwall and the question of her potential. if she were better at both, Anders never would have blown up the Chantry and she never would have had to execute him for what he'd done. she wouldn't be here anymore]

I...yeah, I could. But I've seen the trials. Been through them. What would stop what happened before from happening again? I failed.